my WORDS OF WISDOM :quoted from BIBLE :))

when you say " it's impossible"
 GOD says "all things are possible" ---> [luke18:27 & luke1:37] 


when you say " i can't go on" 
GOD says" My grace is sufficient" ---> [2 Corinthians 12:9 & psalm 91:15]


when you say "i can't do it" 
GOD says " you can do all things" ----> [Philippines 4:13]

conclusion: do the best for your final exam yeyen...because GOD always be with all of us...halelluyah! amen.. :))

JESUS..it's exam!!

Father Lord..as You knew, i will have my examination sooner...
honestly, i did not have many preparatins regarding this coming exam..
yet, this examination will decide whether i will able to go in the degree program (PISMP)
my Jesus..i really want to make it and becomes a teacher...
i do have many hope on this..please Jesus..with YOUR GRACE..let me pass with flying colors on this coming examination..do bless me Father Lord..help me to go through in the examination..i knew that without YOU, i am nothing..i knew that i am weak..i am lack and lost without YOU...and, thats why i want to let everything in YOUR's hand..i will let YOU to control and decided everything..Help me JESUS....In the name of JESUS, i pray..

JESUS..it my exam!!

i need to study and cover many things.. :((

                                                          

i really want to pass with flying colors,
go to the degree program (PISMP) and becomes an excellent teacher..

becuase of that, i will study and pray....

JESUS..i am running to YOU....

Father Lord...i am confused, stress, lost...where i am afraid that i will fail in the exam or being expel from IPG..please Jesus..help me...i do not want to get expel..i really want to achieve my dreams and help my family...Jesus...bless me.. :))

JESUS..as in YOUR word..i will SEEK YOU, i will ASK YOU...and, i will  TAP YOU...
YOU will hear it LORD..FATHER LORD...i will surrender to YOU, and let YOUR will to be done...

JESUS...in everything i knew that YOU are with me...YOU will help me FATHER LORD..YOU will....

help me JESUS! please and please..do help me JESUS...

I claim YOUR word JESUS...as YOU says in JAMES 1:5..

JESUS'S WORDS....

thank you JESUS...i knew that YOU will help me..and YOU will never let me to suffer and lose hope...i pray that i will pass my examination with flying colors..i will able to get in the degree program and becomes an excellent teacher..i pray and ask everything in the name of JESUS...amen..

i still BELIEVE :))

Somehow I know I will find a wayTo a brighter day in the sunSomewhere I know that he waits for meSomeday soon he'll see I'm the one
I won't give up on this feelingAnd nothing could keep me away
'Cause I still believe in destinyThat you and I were meant to beI still wish on the stars as they fall from above'Cause I still believe, believe in love
I know what's real cannot be deniedAlthough it may hide for a whileWith just one touch love can calm your fearsTurning all your tears into smiles
It's such a wondrous feelingI know that my heart can't be wrong                                                     'Cause I still believe in destinyThat you and I were meant to beI still wish on the stars as they fall from above'Cause I still believe, believe in love

Enough to make miracles change everythingLift you from the darkness and make your heart singLove is forever when you fallIt's the greatest power of all

Oh I still believe in destinyThat you and I were meant to beI still wish on the stars as they fall from above'Cause I still believe, believe in love

Yes, I still believe, believe in loveI still believe in love!I still believe, believe in love

love,josh_yen  :)

Pendeta Sandy :))

during 29th of September 2011, my friends and i went to church conference at SIB Pekan Ria.. umpink, listra, rose, brian, mr. Maid and me went together..Pastor Sandy was the one who will give sharing on the night.. he gave a sharing entitled "SEMUANYA ADALAH KASIH KARUNIA" ~ Ephesus 2:8-10...
he gave the sharing with high commitment and spirit..i still remembered his sharing, he said:

1) we were saved not because of our deeds, but because of Jesus' grace..
2) the difference between God's children and not the children of God is they could not sharing Words of God or preach the gospel...
3) we could not repay Jesus for everything that He had done for us..
4) the story of the pearl diver..
5) Christians should do the good deeds because they are the children of God..
6) we were saved not because of the good deeds, but we were saved to do the good deeds which is tell the good news (JESUS CHRIST) to the world...
7) preach gospel is an order
8) let us preach the gospel...

when he mentioned the last words, "let us preach the gospel"..Pendeta sandy fainted..it happened very quickly and until now my eyes still can imagined on how he fainted..then, while he was sent to the hospital all of us were prayed for him..then mr. Maid brings us back and went for dinner..while we were eating, mr. Maid received a call and he said to us that..pendeta Sandy had passed away..and then, we went to hospital to pray...

from this experience, i was very amazed that pendeta sandy had hold himself to preach the gospel and sharing the Word of God...he shows to me that we did not know on when we will go to meet with our great Creator..God can take us in anywhere and anytime that He wants..so we must be ready...thank you Jesus, for You are the One who have Your wonderful plan for me..amen..

my 5 LOAVES and 2 FISHES

These are my five loaves and two fishes...
i pray that JESUS will help me to fulfill all my LOAVES and FISHES...

I want to have a degree certificate in TESL :))

i wan to be an excellent English teacher in the future :))

i wan to have a happy and blessed family :))

i want to have a family that live for GOD! :))

I want to marry on my 26th.. let God make HIS way for me and prepares someone, Godly men for me :))

i want to buy a car...as you all see...HILUX! :))

I want to have a house...in this house, i will live with my beloved family....amen :))

i want to live in GOD's way...i want HIM to be with me in everything that i go through in my life.....
dear FATHER LORD...thank you so much :))


FATHER LORD, take my 5 loaves and 2 fishes,
do with it as YOU will,
i surrender...
take my fears, my inhibitions,
all my burdens, my ambitions,
YOU can use it all to feed them all...
I'll give YOU every breath that I have...
oh LORD!, YOU can work miracles..
Amen...

joshua and me had went to the place where reminded us about the greatest LOVE that our great FATHER LORD had done for each and every one of the people in this world..as we went to this place, it made me to have faith in our relationship. it is because, i would like to let JESUS to help us in our relationship..for sure that both of us live far away from each other..yet, we still believed that our FATHER had a wonderful plan for both of us especially in our relationship...so, may GOD becomes the ONE who hold ourselves and our relationship in HIS hands...

this is me

the love of my life

FATHER LORD, 

may YOU hear my prayer..

that i surrender my life and my relationship with Joshua in YOUR hand...

thank you LORD as YOU always remains us that...

LOVE is a blessing..LOVE is a gift from GOD..

Amen.... :))

~CAPTIVATED US~

Your face is beautiful
And Your eyes are like the stars
Your gentle hands have healing
There inside the scars
Your loving arms they draw me near
And Your smile it brings me peace
Draw me closer oh my Lord
Draw me closer Lord to Thee


Captivate us, Lord Jesus
Set our eyes on You
Devastate us with Your presence
Falling down
And rushing river, draw us nearer
Holy fountain consume us with You
Captivate us Lord Jesus, with You

Your voice is powerful
And Your words are radiant bright
In Your breath and shadow
I will come close and abide
You whisper love and life divine
And Your fellowship is free
Draw me closer O my Lord
Draw me closer Lord to Thee



Let everything be lost in the shadows
Of the light of Your face
Let every chain be broken from me
As I’m bound in Your grace
For Your yoke is easy, Your burden is light
You’re full of wisdom, power and might
And every eye will see You

all my sweet firends~ couple, baga, komek, and baby :))

ALL MY BELOVED BIRTHDAY GIFTS~

ALL OF THEM ARE DOLLS THAT ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME...

SO, PLEASE MEET WITH COUPLE, BAGA, KOMEK, AND BABY :))

this is my first gift from Joshua~
thnx for the gift on my 18th birthday celebration..

this is baga..haha, a present from all my beloved friends
 during my 19th birthday celebration :))
love baga always! :))

and, this is komek...a gift from my cousin~ :))

while, this is baby~ a gift from LABUAN
during my 18th birthday celebration :))

FREDOLINE & PETRONELLA --> "big day"

i would like to share the pictures taken at my cousin's wedding day... please enjoy it! :))

happy wedding day!

both of the bride and groom + yeyen :))

yay!



so, that it!
people will be together as two is better than one... hehe

blessed bday :))

thnx God as HE is my great Father Lord...

during my bday, U gave me presents by using the people in my life..

i realized that U had showed to me that Ur LOVE is the great things in this world...

i was thankful that U had given me my families that always support me in my life...

thnx for my beloved sister who always pray for me...

thnx for joshua who love me as who i am and try to make me happy even though that he was far away from me...

thnx for U who had given me all of my friends that made me happy in my life..

U had showed me that this life is meaningful..U had showed me that family, friends, and my beloved are the precious gifts in my life..

dear Father Lord, i do not know what to say,  but really U r my most amazing Father...i give thanks for each and everything that U had done for me...

thnx u for U r my God that never fails...

thnx u for Ur LOVE never fails....

luv my brother s0 much~ :))

nonong~ :))

Mohd. Iskandar@Nonong~ ^^

yea! kalaBakan at pamiLaan!!! :))

last saturday, my classmate and i went to the pamiLaan river for a picnic...
it was a very wonderful moments for us where we can enjoyed the nature very well..
besides, we also had became wild in the nature..hehee..
jump from the high spot make we feel so much extremed!!!!
hahaa...it is such a waste for them who could not join us in this trip...
Thank God that He had given me classmates that always be ONE in everything that we do!
my classmates was very fun and extremely crazy in the way to search for fun!
love kalaBakan always!! o yea!!!!! :))

yea....hehe!

besttt! :))

refreshing~~

using the buoy in the deeper area~ hehe 

yeaaaa~~~ fun~enjoy~ kalaBakan always!!! :))

i love You...dear Jesus....

when i look at you, on the cross crucified, 
i come face to face with the evil of sin, 
when i look at you, abandoned by men, 
i just want to sing to you in the way i can.

i love you, Jesus
i love you, so much
stay with me, don't leave me, 
i want to love you 'til the day that i die.

when i look at you, hung on the cross, 
i look into your face and i see my friend, 
when i look at you, forsaken by men, 
i feel sore to my bones but to you forever in debt.

i love you, Jesus
i love you, so much
stay with me, don't leave me, 
i want to love you 'til the day that i die.

when i look at you, on the cross in pain, 
my heart miss a beat, tears run down my face, 
when i look at you, insulted by men, 
i feel your love inside me, your love with no end.

i love you, Jesus
i love you, so much
stay with me, don't leave me, 
i want to love you 'til the day that i die...

my perform day... :)

well, on april 8, 2011..i have a performance in ipg kk...

my team and i have to perform a dance from the culture of Murut people which is Magunatip...

the day was so fun..i was able to perform the dance without do any mistake..

so thank God for He had given me the opportunity to join the dance performance and having a wonderful moments with my team...

i had make many new friends who were friendly to me....thank you... :)           

                                                              

happy+jumpshot from us~ :)

our dancers... bless us Lord... ^^

gurls dancers... :)