i want to live my life for God and glorifying His name..

God shows His love when He willingly to let His One and Only Son to die on the cross as by doing that Jesus is able to free the man from their sin.. this also is one of the way that Jesus can bring the man to get closer with God.. yes! Jesus came down to earth to be same like us and faced with the judgement just because He loves we all so much! there is really nothing else that can compare the eternal love that Jesus had given to each and every one of us..  hence, let us reflect on ourselves.. do we had sacrifice anything in our life even once for Jesus? do we have?

 if yes..then please go on with what you had done as it delighted our God..but if not, come..in this moment.take a decision to live our life for God..in everything we do, in everything we say, and in everything we think..let our Lord Jesus be in the first place..live your life for Jesus and i am really sure that you may be able to feel all the blessing and love that God had given to us.. as by doing this, we are able to feel and to see the wonderful plan that God had prepared for each and every one of us.. 

i believes that our God is wonderful! He is an amazing God! now..let make our God to smile and let's work with God in preparing for His coming kingdom.. you can do this by becoming the light and the salt for this world.. by doing that, you are sharing to the world on how God has works in your life and it is a beautiful life...thank you LORD JESUS..be blessed everyone :)

Jesus is in the first place :)

there was a moment where i need to make a decision in my life...this decision is really hard for me to deal with..i have to struggle with my own feeling to make this decision..it began when my bf asked me whether i choose him or i choose God.. i did not know on how to say about my feeling on that moment..  i love my bf very much..i look him as the gift from our Father God..but how can it ended like this..i had never thought that he will asked me with this question..i knew that i have to become more understanding as he comes from a 'pagan' family..so maybe that his parents had never taught about God's love to him..so, i did not blame him at all..when i made the decision, i choose God! i knew that i will upset with my own decision as i love him so much..but i love God more than him..so i need to forgot things about him and starts to begin a new life as he had asked to break up with me due to my decision.. i love him but i could not do anything more..i just want to have hope in God and i believe that someday he will understand why i choose God more than him..i was very upset with things that he had said with me..im so sorry...but, i still choose God.. even though that we had broke up, i will keep praying for him so that there will comes a day where he meet with someone who better than me and that girl able to bring him closer to God..i pray for his family so that they will open their heart to God and i pray for his health and his life..may God will continually bless him and i believe that God also had a wonderful plan for him in his life... then, actually i thought that things had ended..but it is not! i keep asking God on why did He had given me the moment to know him and in a relationship with him even though that he is not for me..i am asking God why did He let me to go through with all of this???

then, there comes a moment where God answered my prayer and my question.. i had a dream..in that dream, i was sitting down and there are a man..i look up on his face but i could not see him clearly as his face is shining with a light..then, he said to me, an example of faith that delighted God's heart is a faith show by Abraham.. Abraham choose God more than his one and only son!! at that moment, i woke up and i know that the dream i have is from God.. He is trying to say with me that He thankful as i had chosen Him more than my bf too..so, my situation is the same as what Abraham had experienced before..i had been tested! i thank God as i had choose the right decision..and i pray that i want to live my life to praise Him always and forever! thank my Father Lord for Your blessing and each little things that You had done in my life..i pray that let Your will that be done in me..thank you Lord..thank you Lord Jesus..i want to lay down, to serve You, no matter what the cost Father..thank you Jesus..hold me Jesus and I know that Jesus is in me.. Jesus is with me to face with all the circumstances that i have in my life..but, i pray that God will continually bless me and my life! Halelluyah! Praise Lord Jesus! Praise Lord Jesus!! amen! :)

blessed weekend with Jason and Team :)

i felt blessed as Jason and His team came to Keningau this last weekend..once i listened to Jason's sharing, i was blessed and i made a decision where i will attend each and every one of his services..so i went to the church on friday, saturday, and sunday..each times his sang, he sing very well and can make people to feel God's love towards us..from these moments, i had made a decision where i want to live to praise God.. i want to live according to God's will, i want to live to serve God, and i want to love God more than anything else..during these blessed moments, there are few things that taught me to love God and to forgive each other...then, i also want to thank God for He had forgiven me in every sin that i had committed.. Dear God, i thank You as Your love and Your forgiveness are never end for me..You always give me time to go back to You and lives under Your Love..I praise You Father God.. I love You Jesus Forever! :)