my 5 LOAVES and 2 FISHES

These are my five loaves and two fishes...
i pray that JESUS will help me to fulfill all my LOAVES and FISHES...

I want to have a degree certificate in TESL :))

i wan to be an excellent English teacher in the future :))

i wan to have a happy and blessed family :))

i want to have a family that live for GOD! :))

I want to marry on my 26th.. let God make HIS way for me and prepares someone, Godly men for me :))

i want to buy a car...as you all see...HILUX! :))

I want to have a house...in this house, i will live with my beloved family....amen :))

i want to live in GOD's way...i want HIM to be with me in everything that i go through in my life.....
dear FATHER LORD...thank you so much :))


FATHER LORD, take my 5 loaves and 2 fishes,
do with it as YOU will,
i surrender...
take my fears, my inhibitions,
all my burdens, my ambitions,
YOU can use it all to feed them all...
I'll give YOU every breath that I have...
oh LORD!, YOU can work miracles..
Amen...

joshua and me had went to the place where reminded us about the greatest LOVE that our great FATHER LORD had done for each and every one of the people in this world..as we went to this place, it made me to have faith in our relationship. it is because, i would like to let JESUS to help us in our relationship..for sure that both of us live far away from each other..yet, we still believed that our FATHER had a wonderful plan for both of us especially in our relationship...so, may GOD becomes the ONE who hold ourselves and our relationship in HIS hands...

this is me

the love of my life

FATHER LORD, 

may YOU hear my prayer..

that i surrender my life and my relationship with Joshua in YOUR hand...

thank you LORD as YOU always remains us that...

LOVE is a blessing..LOVE is a gift from GOD..

Amen.... :))

~CAPTIVATED US~

Your face is beautiful
And Your eyes are like the stars
Your gentle hands have healing
There inside the scars
Your loving arms they draw me near
And Your smile it brings me peace
Draw me closer oh my Lord
Draw me closer Lord to Thee


Captivate us, Lord Jesus
Set our eyes on You
Devastate us with Your presence
Falling down
And rushing river, draw us nearer
Holy fountain consume us with You
Captivate us Lord Jesus, with You

Your voice is powerful
And Your words are radiant bright
In Your breath and shadow
I will come close and abide
You whisper love and life divine
And Your fellowship is free
Draw me closer O my Lord
Draw me closer Lord to Thee



Let everything be lost in the shadows
Of the light of Your face
Let every chain be broken from me
As I’m bound in Your grace
For Your yoke is easy, Your burden is light
You’re full of wisdom, power and might
And every eye will see You

all my sweet firends~ couple, baga, komek, and baby :))

ALL MY BELOVED BIRTHDAY GIFTS~

ALL OF THEM ARE DOLLS THAT ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME...

SO, PLEASE MEET WITH COUPLE, BAGA, KOMEK, AND BABY :))

this is my first gift from Joshua~
thnx for the gift on my 18th birthday celebration..

this is baga..haha, a present from all my beloved friends
 during my 19th birthday celebration :))
love baga always! :))

and, this is komek...a gift from my cousin~ :))

while, this is baby~ a gift from LABUAN
during my 18th birthday celebration :))

FREDOLINE & PETRONELLA --> "big day"

i would like to share the pictures taken at my cousin's wedding day... please enjoy it! :))

happy wedding day!

both of the bride and groom + yeyen :))

yay!



so, that it!
people will be together as two is better than one... hehe