a week before m0ck eXaminati0n!!

well...it is getting around on the corner...
yet, there are still many things that i need to cover on..
i am study, but i don't know how it will be...
there are a lot things to memorize and apply....
actually, what are the factors that really help someone to be success?
is it because of his or her intelligence level?
hardworking? confidence? naturally smart? lucky? or..be blessed and God's will?

after thinking...i believed that, i am not really smart, i am not really confidence to myself, i am not really a hardworking person..but, i have faith!
i believed that, no matter how hard i try, or how struggle i am..but, God is the 0ne who will help me...
no matter what happen, i left all to GOD, for He know what the best for me...
again...in anything that happen, i will always remember that i am not lucky but i am be blessed...
thank you for reading..
GBU more and more!!! ^^

coming march 07th, 2011~ mock exam!!!!

oh no!.........
its around the corner.... and i, have no preparations at all.....
there are many things that need to be cover on...
+ english studies
+ social studies
+ language description
+ language development.......

ohh.....please...how to improve my english? grammar? pronouncuation? writting skill? listening skill?.............etc...

i am really hope that i can do my best, it is very hard to depend on ourselves..
so, when i fell the burden~ then, i decided to put it all in God's hand...as He knows what is the best for me and give me wisdom as He said on James 1:5~
"...if any of u lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that give to all men liberally, and upbraideth not :and it shall be given him...."

thank you.. :)

miss my siblings so much~ :(

dear beloved sister~ Lyenieta@Momoy

my cute little brother~ Iskandar@Nonong

love little brother~ Haikal@Kalkal

sweet baby~ Puteri Irisha@Putri

lovely sista!

miss nonong so much...

luv my little kalkal

my baby princess~

......i miss n love you all so much i could die....
family is the great gift that will bring the great joy and happiness to our lives. eventhoe, i am not originally come from the perfect family... however, i was so thankful that i still have people around me..to take care over me..and love me alwys... May God Bless Us alwys...

Father~.. a real father....

i love you... father...

Leaving behind others to take your place,
Carrying on your name, walking around with your face,
Knowing you go left behind,
Wondering what's on my fathers mind.
He didn't even think to try.
To leave me with tears going down my face,
Left me only to survive alone,
Only for me to ask why?
No one can give me the answers;
My father left behind.
For he can give his love to another,
But can't give his love to me,
My father I hope to love..
Right beside me, when i need him..Will he ever really love me?
He can take and make a life and keep living on,
But what is it like to live without a father,
He doesn't even know,
Because he doesn't even care,
He left me alone..
For i explore the world alone..
However, no matter what...
In my heart always saying that....
"I LOVE U FATHER......"